Fear, of what to do,

This phobia of the everything.

The Fear, an ocean,

Darkest water, deeper than the abyss

The evil darkness engulfs me,

Consumes me deep inside the heart of it all

I scream but nothing happens, no noise exits me gaping mouth

I continue to slowly fall and sink.

Fear, afraid of being alone

Never to be loved

Never to be with the one you know true

Forever to be truthful

I look up from the silent sea of sorrow

Praying for some sign of peace

Some sign of hope and escape

But nothing,

Not even the sun can penetrate the water this deep

The dark cold water continues to drag me under

Now, not only I scream of fear

But of pure terror as well

Pain devourers my body

I can only think of how can I escape

But no, there is no way out

Stop struggling, getting tired of fighting

Let it take me

Why fight, theres no need

No need to delay the inevitable

No need at all

Lost, always, straight from the beginning

Betrayed, afraid, concerned no more with the world of the living

The world of love, lost to all

But wait, your eyes

I see them, I see your eyes, piecing this liquid death

Bright, beautiful eyes

I see your face, pale, but absolutely astounding

You disappear back into the dark void of the ocean

Fear, horrible as it is

As invensible as it seems

I began to fight it again

Pure fury flows through my veins

Like fire, burns deep into my soul

As powerful as the power as the fear that surrounds me

I fight the current

The power of my darker side

The evil that tried so very hard to drag me down

Down, down into the abyss it had created for me

The abyss of misery, and pain, and of lose

Hard I battle, my inside torn to shreds

But I fight, fight to survive, fight to live

Anger, like kennel for the burning fury fire

To reach the top

I dont stop

I fight for one

The one that might hold the truth in this wretched world of lies

..You

I try for the surface

Nearly there

The force that binds me, loosens

It loosens it restraint over me

I stop, flowing free

I see you above the water

Back turned

Still as stone

I began to sink again

But I try to fight more

Muscles ache

Praying that you might turn to help

But nothing

I reach the surface

Still I wrestle the unknown, unseen force dragging me down

Down deeper into the endless pit and fear and death

I reach my hand up to exit the water

But am stopped

A barrier blocks the surface like glass

I tried to beat at the glasslike cover

I scream for you to hear

To hear and come help

I prepare to fight my capture

The one keeping me from life

Face to face

And I look

            Befouled and petrified, I see

                        I see me

I see myself, I dead, sickly, crying self

I scream at this imposter

Useless of course, no sound exits

But, I felt as if hell had been released inside me

The anger of it all

I scream again,

This time I heard myself

I began to shout at the false self

Why are you doing this?  Why are you holding me back?

All he could do was start

Answer me!  I shouted.

Dont you get it? he spoke softly, and calmly

I am you, we dont want to be hurt anymore

Not by anyone!

Not even by the one we love most.

It was our tears in life that form this endless sea of sorrow

It was our anger that form the crater this sea lies in

And no one, not one soul, came to help us

I am nothing like you I shouted

You are drowning yourself

Then I rammed my foot I his face

The force also shot me through the glass field